I actually hadn't planned on writing a blog post today, but I never 'planned' on not writing in so long either. Somewhere along the way, I fell off the wagon. It's funny because I sort of 'dreaded' coming back here in a way, just because I hate doing the whole explaining why I haven't "been around" and I am too lazy to do an update for the length of time which I've been gone. But then I thought to myself, "you know what, who says I have to?".
It does feel nice to be back, reading peoples blogs though. It seems that others have also taken an absence from the blogosphere recently; some permanently, some temporarily, and some right now, according to what I read, are coming back. I guess the whole holidays/end of the year shenanigans can get hectic. Anyway, it feels great to "catch up" with everyone else, or at least, read/see y'all again :O)
Speaking of the holidays, I hope everyone had a great Christmas and a great start to their new year. I am so optimistic about 2012; it just feels like it's going to be different - in a good way! But that seems like I start every year, pumped and amped lol. Then somewhere along the way, the 'fire' seems to die out. Maybe it's just that the last few years have been kinda rough (high stressors), but anywho!
Ohhhhh, YES! Speaking of the "new year", guess what was predicted to happen to ME this year? Either get pregnant or have a baby LOL! I really highly doubt THAT. I'm not trying to be preggo any time soon. The story of how this "prediction" came about is kind of long and maybe something I will save for another blog post. But, I will let you know, that the person who made this prediction, and proclaims herself to be a 'psychic' of sorts - you know Latino folk and their beliefs of witchery and all that weird shit! LOL - has been correct in predictions involving every single one of my family members. In some cases you can cay, "ahh, that can be a coincidence". But in others, you're like, "oh hell, there's no coincidence there!".
Another thing I (kind of) want to say, is that I've been feeling the need for creative expression lately. I have this sort of "hidden talent" that not many people know about me. In fact, only my family does. Somewhere along the way, I stopped nurturing it. There are many reasons as to why, but I won't even go into those details. All I know is that I been feeling the need to "create something" and have it out there, for others to see... if that makes any sense to you? *cues William Blake quote*
"I must create a system or be enslaved by another man's; I will not reason and compare: my business is to create."
THAT is how I feel. I'm not saying I want to get back into what I used to do - that hidden talent that I let go of. I'm saying I want to create something. I just haven't put my finger as to how I'm going to go about that yet. I've always had an interest in photography, but I have never taken a class or bought a professional camera. I also love cooking. I like to write poems, but I would never dare post anything online. I like keeping that to myself. Btw, none of these things have to do with my "hidden talent" lol.
And lastly, I will talk about the health kick I was on the last time I was here. Yeah, I am still at it; although don't get me wrong, I am still the foodie that I am. I got DOWN over the holidays too. I made it a Puerto Rican themed Christmas dinner, with roasted pork shoulder, arroz con gandules, pasteles (made from scratch and the old-school way by HAND using a grater, not a food processor) and the best part: COQUITO!!!!! This stuff is so good, I made it for Christmas AND New Year's Eve.
Anyway, after what I call the "trifecta" of weight gain (Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Year's Eve) lol, it was back to getting my ass back on track! You just feel that nasty holiday bloat lol. I did gain some weight during the holidays (not that that's anything new; I think most everyone does). I gained about 4 pounds and while I've lost some of it, I need to lose the rest.
I am still learning about and discovering new foods though, as well as keeping up with the latest nutritional health news, etc. In fact one of the foods I have tried since I was last here talking about "brown rice" is quinoa. This stuff is great! I love it and it cooks fast. To me, it tastes like a mix of regular white rice and brown rice. It has that 'nutty taste', but not quite as strong as brown rice, plus it is way healthier. I've also been doing research on natural sweeteners and am committing myself to using less salt.
Well, that's my time for now. This post was all over the place. It is now 2:30 a.m. and I need to get some shut eye. There will be a family function tomorrow (birthday party), so I will need all of my energy. Toodaloo!
***BTW, this was the song that I was listening to at the beginning of this post when I was feeling all emo lol. Great song! I love Julieta Venegas music! I am totally in that type of music 'vibe' right now***



























